ranting weren't fun
but i want to make this really short

I HATE BEING COMPARED!
what so good about comparing people ?
ths is so sad
im just being myself
being individualisme

I NEVER LIKE PEOPLE WHO NEVER LISTEN TO MY OPINION!
so you think you have the world best idea ever?
you might wrong!
so stop bitching your idea all the way
why not listen to mine?

IM SO SICK OF IT!
im being to optimistic which makes me feel so sick of it

i hate being at home
im sick of all these argument
which makes me almost breakdown and just cry like a baby!!!
i skipped most of the time listening to my songs with headphone
i dont feel like listening things around me ...
which makes me feel more sad n sad
i purposely wanted to fight back everything..
i dont wanna lose to you
i hate being monitored on ,
on how many hours i spent on lappie
what time i should sleep
what time should i eat
what should i eat
what time to come back home
what you wanted me to study
what songs i listen
what tv show should i watch
what songs i hafta listen
when im going to cut my hair
for query the existance of god or spirit
why i watch anime
why i download so many movies
where to follow you
who being right or wrong
what im doing at home
number of time i colour my hair
what colour i dyed
reason why im not open up with you guys at home
time allocate to finish my assg
etc..

this really makes me sick

im the meanie at home
because i've to act so
I WILL NEVER SHED A TEAR BECAUSE I SHOULDN'T
and they're expensive to be shed

i've held back my tears till i forgot
how to cry sometimes
tears make people looks like weakling !